Other Decision

Failed, and failed again.
When I've made one decision with any consideration, at least, failed again!
I know, He always hurts me. He doesn't love me anymore (but I'm not sure).
He much happier with her, then I think I just like a disgusting insect who disturb their lovelife.
But, I'm not ready to release him, I'm still so into him.

I've found this quotations, and I love it very much :

"When I say 'I Love You' its not because I want you or because I cant have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand clarity exactly what and who you are."

Yes, its all about you, just you.
I'm (still) in love with you.