I want to hold you back

I want to hold you as long as I can
but you aren't giving all of your heart, you divided it into two parts
For me and her.
Hurt, but I still love you
Today, I've been spending all day long with him
It seems like ordinary when I think I'm in the right ways but I realize,
He's not mine.
He love her too then I only could crying out loudly over him
How stupid am I?
But I love him, as much as I love my parents.
I need him on my back to support me.
He gives me an sweeties-candy who I ever seen on market and I told him, cutie-candy :)
I love you so deep, my heart is yours.
I love you.