How it can be?

Dearest one, I had a dream
I mouthed the words, the sound came out,
I spoke to you in Japanese
Oh, my love, I cannot see, I heard your name
I know at once there was no place I’d rather be
All at once there was no place that I would rather be

The Bird And The Bee-Love Letter To Japan

I got my damn-feeling again, it was for you honestly.
I don't remember how these feeling was come back again,
it was hurt exactly.
Even tough I said I could forgot you,
but it was only the word in my mouth,
but my heart told the opposite with it.
Why you? It was my first question.
It was impossible to be the next for you or even close to you.
But you must knew, you never left my mind, truly.