Back To The Street

Just thinking a while and the realize, but the only words which appears only why, why and why.
so I gazed to the sky and read the messages everytime, like a stupid person.
WHY? It's so unconditional if I asked him why. He didn't know exactly what the answers. And I just could waiting him, and still waiting until now, until he decided what he wants.
Lord, you know the answer is, so please guide me to let me know what the answer is. Don't make me sad too much again, it's hurt enough.
Altough I don't know why he is so kind to me right now, but I still hesitate.
Doubt and trust, what do you wanna choose?